Tuesday, December 19, 2006
19 December 2006
Anyway, I had some great days, met some interesting people, had my fair share of "nighttime fun" and tonight staying home recovering from the past few days :-)
Monday, December 18, 2006
Thai Baht
Sunday, December 17, 2006
17 December 2006 New Evidence
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Friday, December 15, 2006
15 December 2006
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Thursday, December 14, 2006
14 December 2006
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Haven't had much chance to get to write much in the past few days. Enough went on though, and certainly not enough sleep. I am gonna catch up tonight!
On the photo is Mr Bao, the tallest man in the world measuring 2.36m, almost half a meter longer then I am. He comes from China and safed a Dolphin this week by going with his 1 meter ling arms into the dolphin's stomach to remove plastic. It all went well, the Dolphin will survive and i Know then the tallest man on the world is also an ugly man.
I am off to sleep now.
Sunday, December 10, 2006
10 December 2006 Dinner
Saturday, December 9, 2006
9 December 2006 Lumpinee Park
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Thursday, December 7, 2006
Photo's of my Apartment in Bangkok
7 December 2006 still a bit sick
This morning I walked all the way from Saladaeng Soi 1 (I live there) to Silom soi 7, Villa Supermarket. I'll do that once a week or so, not the walking part but the villa supermarket part, next time i think i'll just take a taxi, or a motorcycle since there are hunderds of them in this soi.
@ Villa i bought:
- 3 pieces of bread
- nescafe coffee and coffee milk.
- strawberry jam.
- 2 x peanut butter.
- one piece of Gouda Cheese (from Holland).
- sliced bacon.
- and some other food items.
I took a taxi back home and after that to 7 Eleven to buy some drinks, lots of beer, water, diet coke, and ice.
And now it's time to get some rest this afternoon, try to get some sleep and hopefully feel a lot better tonight!
Wednesday, December 6, 2006
6 December 2006 in Bangkok
Monday, December 4, 2006
4 December 2006
Still it is a 60 km ride up and down to Rotterdam so it took me the whole morning. In the afternoon did some more shopping and also planned to buy some shoes. However, the sales boy was so damn slow helping someone else that I really didn;t wanna wait, so no new shoes for me. Maybe tomorrow.
This afternoon i got an email from KLM that i could check in for my flight for tomorrow evening to Bangkok. I followed all their instructions to the best of my knowledge, but as almost always, the last step can't be made, i couldn't print my boarding pass. This means i'll have to go to the check-in counter and check in there (that's why it is called a check-in counter i guess), and then the girl there will say "oh why didn't you check in at home?". I promise I will be nice to her tomorrow!
Tonight is packing night. I love packing so it will be the night of my life and i am so slow doing it that it will probably take the whole evening and beyond it :-)
Long Live Your Majesty
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In Memoriam Jesse Dingemans (Updated!)
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I used to live in Hoogerheide for a few years and my parents still live there. It is usually a small piecefull village with around 8,000 people living there.
Update 4-12-06 : The man arrested is Julien C. An Antillian with a reasonable crminlal record already. Last monday he had to appear in court and the judge allowed police to keep him in custody for another 3 weeks, pending investigation results.
Update 5-12-06 : As it looks like Jesse was murdered because he caught Julien C. during his attempt to break into the school and steal something. Jesse knew Julien because of Julien's son; they were classmates. Julien would not have seen another way out then to murder Jesse to silence him. During his appearance in court, Julien remained calm, admitted having been in the school, but denies any involvement in the murder of Jesse Dingenans.
BBC COVERAGE~
Dutch child dies in school attack
An eight-year-old boy has been stabbed to death by a masked man at a primary school in the Netherlands.
A 22-year-old man has been arrested as a suspect in the killing of Jesse Dingemans, police said.
The attacker was not related to the boy, the son of a local bank manager, and the motive for the attack was not clear, police said.
The attack took place in the town of Hoogerheide, 150km
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"The killer fled but police have now arrested a suspect," said police spokesman Willem van Hooijdonk.
"It does not seem that many children witnessed the incident," he told Dutch broadcaster NOS.
"As far as we can reconstruct it did not happen in front of a full classroom."
The boy is believed to have been stabbed when he went to an empty classroom to retrieve something.
The school was evacuated after the incident, while a helicopter hovered overhead. No murder weapon has been found.
The BBC's correspondent in The Hague, Geraldine Coughlan, said the killing has shocked the Netherlands.
School killings are rare in the country, which has strict laws on possession of weapons.
The Dutch Education Minister has said schools must be a secure environment for children.
A Dutch teacher was shot dead by a student and another seriously injured in a stabbing two years ago.
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Sunday, December 3, 2006
Photo's of my Apartment in Holland
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My living room
Since i have my new Nokia N73 and i am starting to understand how it works, i have taken some photo's of my "apartment" here in Holland.
Please donot mind the mess. I stay here on average about 5 weeks per year and am paying only 295 euro/month rent for it. The Neighbourhood is decent, quiet and clean, i got cable tv, high speed internet and a washing machine included ,a living room, a bed room, a third room which i usually use for hanging my laundry and stuff, an entrance hall, a kitchen and a bathroom and a seperate toilet.
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The view from my bedroom
Saturday, December 2, 2006
2006-12-01 Settling in at home
So far today was so busy i am exhausted! I woke up at around 8am and then went to the dentist. I was a bit worried he couldn't fix my tooth but he could. The funny thing though is that it hurts more now then it did before. I hope it will go away soon.
Then at 13:00 i went to the hairdresser. Afterwards back home and then shopping a bit. I really needed a new phone so finally i bought one, a Nokia N73. It's quite nice although it will take ages for me to understand how it exactly works. So far i don't even know how to put in another simcard and i am too lazy to read the manual, yet!
Later i'll go buy some food and then relax the remainder of the evening.
Friday, December 1, 2006
Flying with Continental Flop Airlines
Flying with Continental Airlines is usually a guarantee for :
- Stewardesses from the stone age.
- food that sucks
- Huge delays.
There was one steweardess she was shrinking so fast that i doubted she would make the whole trip Houston - Amsterdam. She was wandering around the cabin before take-off, seemingly looking for a terrorist or so. After a while she gave up and I never saw her again.
I was not disappointed with the food, especially breakfast was jusut great! Some dried up fruit and something that looked like a croissant, how exciting.
The positive thing was, there was no delay. Even though when we departed from Houston everybody thought we were going to drive to Amsterdam instead of flying. Wow did that take a long time. And after landing at Schiphol, we thought we were driving back to Houston. That took even a longer time. It's always fun to taxi at Schiphol. Holland is one of the smallest countries in the world, but we have found enough space to make taxi-ing a whole new never ending experience.
ANyway, i got home, after having hit several traffic jams on the way, but hey, it's Holland and no traffic jam would just be an impossible thing. After it quiets down in the evening, they will start with the road construction causing new traffic jams, so if you're lucy, you will even be in one at 2 am! Isn't that fun!
I'm back home, it is horrible cold here. Tomorrow i gtg to the dentist and then to the hairdresser.
Thursday, November 30, 2006
at Houston Airport
Hoping to post another blog when i am really at home!
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
29 November 2006 - Going home !!!
In my previous blog i mentioned my company is investing 1 billion dollar into a new vessel. Actually i was thinking, since there are around 810 fully employed people working for this company, what if they just gave that money to those people. Everyone would end up with over a million dollar and surely i would be ably to stop working! I'll keep on dreaming!
Anyway, for the people of this company it is really great news, since we'll own the best pipelaying cranevessel in the world, while actually, we own that one right now already, the one i am working on here!
Hopefully the crewchange goes well tomorrow and my next blog entry will be from my home in The Netherlands.
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
The people that work here, I hate you
Man that walks around like he has nothing to do all day: You have horrendous body odor. Not just a little bit, but when you walk into my office i feel like dropping dead!
Man that works here as one of the big bosses, I truely don't care that your wife can drive a car too, or where you spend your holidays. Did you know you have a very bad smell coming from your mouth? They have toothbrushes and chewing gum for that!
Little man that sits the whole day and has the body that shows for it! Don't think you need to check on me all the time since you lack all the authority. Get a life and stop talking to me!
The guy that i still don't know what he does here. You proud of yourself that you wanted to call me because i didn't wear a helmet inside the ship, but you saw me on a camera?
And then this guy that is so stressed out the whole day and even starts kicking machines when they don't do what he wants them to do! Don't you get it, oh no you are too stupid anyway, but machines do exactly what you make them do! There is no need to shout at people when they don't know what you need just by looking at you running their way.
For the rest, everything is just fine and I'm going home tomorrow!
Monday, November 27, 2006
27 November 2006
Today I had a little arguement with our superintendent. Of course I lost and ended up apologizing. The good thing is he'll instantly pretend it never happened and business as usual.
The last few days have really been crazy. We are preparing for a project that no-one in the world has ever done before. Loads of equipment coming on board or need to come on board and yep, it's my job to take care of that. One piece of equipment missing and we can't continue. It's a bit stressfull but I have done this sort of things many times before and I don't make many mistakes.
Wednesday my crewchange is coming up when i should be going home. However, a cold from, and a very strong one, i pushing southwards which may cause bad weather, just like two weeks ago when things didn't go really smooth!
Anyway, we'll have to wait and see how it goes. Tomorrow i'll post some photo's of something cause I know not everyone likes to only read . . . . . . . . .
Sunday, November 26, 2006
26 November 2006
It's weekend :-) Nothing much here though, just worked the whole day and tomorrow as well.
Things i have been thinking of today:
- nothing
- absolutely nothing.
The weather in The Netherlands has been very warm this year, as last year. Today they had a record max temperature of 19C in the south. Don't forget, it's the autumn season now and it shouldn't be warmer then 8C. Meteorologists think it's because of the continuous winds from the South, warmer sea temperatures because of the hot summer, and of course the greenhouse effect. Why don't they just say they don't know?
Whatever it is, it is great isn't it?
In Thailand they are expecting a very dry season for the South. This again due to the El Nino effect which is simply said a warmer then usual water current in the Pacific Ocean. El Nino also caused the fact that there were hardly any Hurricanes in the Atlantic this year, as opposed to last year. El Nino originates at the North West of South America and causes strong upper level winds over the Atlantic Ocean, thus creating unfavourable conditions for hurricanes to develop.
In Chiang Mai they have some kind of Flora expo. The Tulips that are shown there come from Holland, at least the bulbs are. These bulbs were flown from Holland to New Zealand, grown there in the cool mountains, and then flown to Thailand. There they were put temporarily in airconditioned areas other they would have died too soon.
Now I have no more nonsense to share, so i am off.
Saturday, November 25, 2006
25 November 2006
I didn't get pissed off with someone for a while now (couple of weeks at least). Usually it doesn't take much or that person gets slammed with lots of my verbal aggression, in which i am very good by the way. I got many people scared and walking away but not daring to ask their questions any more.
But the last few weeks i have been kind, friendly, helpful to all people, answering the phone with a smile and replying emails kindly and patiently even if I find the question stupid (which doesn't necessarily mean it is a stupid question). At the daily vessel meetings i laugh if someone makes a joke and i even share one of mine, and everybody else laughs. If that is because the joke is good, or out of surprise to hear me tell a joke, i couldn't care less.
With all this i am ruining my long build-up repuation, of being a bad tempered (especially in the morning) unapproachable unsocial guy.
Now i can smile without people thinking "what's wrong with Robert, he smiles!"
I am feeling good, I had some good talks with people up the hierarchy, taking their advise after they did really listen to me. Another part, the last two weeks were high profile weeks, especially logistically, and when it gets crazy then i get the best out my self. I just felt so confident, and now that it's over and seeing that everything went perfect, Well it just makes me happy. The people that work for me are happy too, cuz they know how i can be at previous occasions.
Well it's hard to explain, but i'm feeling happy. Good in my skin. Hope this will last for a long time
For the good of myself!
Pregnant Men
If you think you have read everything .. Today i read this on the news ;
SANTIAGO, Chile - A boy has been born in Chile with a fetus in his stomach in what doctors said was a rare case of "fetus in fetu" in which one twin becomes trapped inside another during pregnancy and continues to grow inside it.
Doctors carried out a scan on the boy's mother shortly before she gave birth on Nov. 15 in the southern city of Temuco and noticed the 4-inch-long fetus inside the boy's abdomen.
It had limbs and a partially developed spinal cord but no head and stood no chance of survival, doctors said.
Thursday, November 23, 2006
23 November 2006
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As i promised in my blog of the 21st, i would tell you how i would fly back to Holland. I should never have said i preferred to fly through Minneapolis, because I am flying through Houston.
The elections where held today in Holland and the results are that I know you don't care and neither do I, isn't that great.
No more politics in this blog. After the results it has become clear that the formation of a new govervment will take months!
I'd like to learn something new each day. Sometimes it's hard, sometimes it's easy.
Well, today it was simply amusing to see how someone taught me how not to do something. When some-one, at the top of the hierarchy at any kind of organization, makes a wrong decision with incidents as a result, but won't admit to it, he will loose all his credibilty and respect. In order to avoid loosing face, which unavoidably he does anyway, he will use any means to justify his actions. He is therefor the looser of the day!
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
22 November 2006 (I learned a lot today!)
Where am I: USA - Gulf of Mexico (offshore)
Today I learned that when people grow older, they don't want to be called Johnny any more, so I got it, John!
Today I also learned that a guy named Nico wants to be called Niek. Asking him why, just learned me that his name has always been Niek. I didn't get it, but whatever! I keep on calling him Nico.
In politics things which are non-negotiable today, can be negotiable tomorrow. This all because we live in a democracy. I didn't get it but whatever! I negotiate all the time just for my own benefits and i'll keep on doing it!
I do chat a lot on MSN Messenger. Occasionally i block someone and I always think no-one will ever block me. I am a nice guy after all. Just wondering why some people just never seem to be online while they always used to be :-)
Celtic beat Manchester United and Ruud van Nistelrooij missed a penalty for Real Madrid and prooved why he is not in the Dutch National Soccer Team. He is the only one who thinks differently! Whatever!
This morning one train crashed into another one at Rotterdam, The Netherlands. There were no casualties so we should not worry. Later that morning one train crashed into another train at Arnhem and 23 people got injured. Still we shouldn't worry because the Dutch railway system is the busiest in Europe and very safe! I guess i don't need to tell you that i am not getting it!
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Tuesday, November 21, 2006
21 November 2006
God was today a boring day. And I think tomorrow is gonna be another one. And the day after that .. well i can't really speculate but i think that is also gonna be boring.
This week's highlight will actually be that I receive my flight details for the next week. That just gives me the feeling that i'll be going home soon. There are several options, i may fly from New Orleans to Minneapolis, Memphis, Houston, or even Detroit, and thereafter to Amsterdam.
I am guessing Minneapolis (MSP) but lately they book the people through Houston. I just hate flying through Houston, so please please let me go via MSP.
So you see, my highlight of the week just tells you how exiting my life here is ...... I'll let you know how I fly when i know, either tomorrow or the day after :-)
Monday, November 20, 2006
Harry Potter for President!
Sunday, November 19, 2006
Another Thought on Thailand
Where am I: USA - Gulf of Mexico (offshore)
It's just 10 more days and i won’t have to work till January 9!
- Next week Friday I'll need to go see my dentist (in Holland), a small piece of one of my teeth broke off.
- The weekend I’ll visit my parents, still got to buy a present for my mum it was her birthday two weeks ago.
- On Monday i need to have my Medical Check in Rotterdam, which should be a piece of cake since i still seem to be very healthy.
And then, Tuesday December 5th, on Thailand's King birthday, i fly to Bangkok.
It may be my last time for a while since i want to focus more on my studies and near future. In January i am becoming 35 and soon i am passing a point of no return. With study, hard work, i can push that point a bit forward.
So my intention is to enjoy Bangkok the fullest in December and then say goodbye to it for a while, just maybe fly for 10 days or so if i needed a small break!
My main focus will be on my study. I will still do a little this month and in December, but in January I take the big hit.
I feel confident I can do that. I need to be ready to make a big jump forward in my life. Not necessary leave this company though, as it is a very moving ahead company. I can’t tell you now, but at it looks like, this company is here to stay for a very long time! And I talked it over with someone that with the new projects coming I should be assigned to one of those. That will be be sooner as the end of next year and then I will have a choice, because I have my study almost finished.
I WILL HAVE A CHOICE WHICH WAY I WANNA GO,
Friday, November 17, 2006
Some Thoughts
Specific Location : Gulf of Mexico (offshore)
I am really considering to stop this work.
Why don't I?
I am a "need to feel secure" kind of person. I got a job now, so why risk giving it up for the unknown? It pays quite ok. I am on a 5 weeks on 5 weeks off schedule, and those 5 weeks off (holidays) is just superb. Theoretically it means i just don't work half of a year!! But that's about it (and sometimes i have to do something anyway during those holidays...)
Why do I want to stop?
Well, those 5 weeks on board, they really suck. If you want to destroy your social life, any chance for a decent relationship, come join me in working offshore. It's tough. Working 7 days a week, at least 12 hours a day, always in the same office, seeing the same faces every day, you get fed up with it! But really, the worst part is my social life. I am doing this work now for almost 10 years, and i lost more friends then i made, i have been in and out a few relationships, they just won't work the way i would like them to.
I so much regret the fact i didn’t finish my university education when i had the chance to. Actually i am lucky to have ended up the way I did, it could have been much worse. At least i make a decent living, don't have to fly the cheapest airlines to Thailand, and can afford to have an apartment in Holland as well as in Bangkok.
But apparently I had the brains to go to University. And it now works in my disadvantage because the job i am doing doesn't satisfy me any more, and i truly can't believe i have to do this for the rest of my active working life, which would be some more 30 years, if i don't win the lottery...
I am trying to do some studying at this moment, logistics management, but it's hard after 12 hours of work to still study.
So it is difficult to get out of here. But if I really want to, i have to do it myself. I notice i am feeling so sorry for myself lately ("why don't they appreciate the work i do, why don't i make more money, why don't i get offered a wonderful job) that it makes me sick.
But more and more i get the feeling, it is now or never, and if i don't do anything soon, i will be stuck here for the rest of my life, feeling sorry for myself, and becoming the person that i swore i would never become!
Thursday, November 16, 2006
Crewchange day
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Which Country am I today : USA
Specific Location : Gulf of Mexico (offshore)
Wednesdays are crewchange days. People that have been on board, usually for around 5 weeks, go home and their relieves are coming on board. So, for the people that go home it's an exciting day.
But today wasn't. Unfortunately, the crewchange was cancelled because of bad weather. A cold front pushed all the way into the Gulf of Mexico, creating Tornado warnings, stormy weather (gusts upto 70mph) and lots of rain.
Crewchanges go by helicopter and they just don't fly with this kind of weather. So tomorrow another chance.
Myself, i will be going off in two weeks, on November 29th, so let's hope it will be much better then :-)
Today also received a photo of the vessel i work on. It's really beautiful (at least i think so) and it just looks like someone is watching us from above.